I have to be honest with you. I think about you a lot. A lot. All the time, actually. In the morning, at night, in the middle of my day. Its you, its just always be you. I love you, really. I love you so so much. My memory loves you, he asks about u all the time. Im sorry, im sorry i can't be perfect as a girl you always dream like. I'm sorry if i couldn't make you beeing proud to have me bcs im ugly. Everytime i was in shower, i found myself cried. Begging myself to be someone exactly what you wish for. A girl who is perfect at everything. I try so hard to be that girl. I do. But i can't. So i only able to wish. Wishing you will never leave me whenever you find someone better. Im sorry if right now, you feel so regretful to be mine and fall with me. Im sorry, but you're probably the best thing ever happen to me. I want this relationship last forever. I dont wanna lose you. I want to love you without making any mistakes. Love you with no regrets and no words left unspoken. And I thank god for sending you, to me. You make me happy. Believe me when i say that bcs it's simply the truth. I find you in every little thing that I love and I look for you in everyone I meet. I know before this, I've been leaving people and giving up on them when they most need me but when it comes to you, it's different. I need you, every part of you. I will never give up on you, on us. Not without a fight. Not for any other reason at all. I thank God for lending an angel like you to help guide me find happiness within myself. Thank you, for allowing me to give love and loving you has made my life so beautiful. You deserve all the good things that life has to offer you. I never really want to know if you had always been mine to keep and if it's meant to be, but what's meant to be will always find it's way. I don't mind setting fire to myself to keep you warm. I'd do anything for you. Not being able to see that smile, or hear your laughter, it seriously damages me. It burns my heart. Im sorry if this chats annoyed you a lot, i just want you to know how i feel abt you and us. Im sorry for every single thing i've made that broke ur heart. I promise i'll not let the same thing happen. Iloveyou  🐰💓💕❤️